… fuck off.
I am not your fucking scapegoat just because I happen to be straight, white, male and ont he autism spectrum.
I was personally diagnosed by Lorna Wing.
So it is genuine.
So SJWs – go fuck yourselves.
I never asked to live in a culture that hates me because I am straight, white, male and autistic.
I sometimes wonder what sexual intimacy would feel like before I die…
But I know i am completely clueless about current social rules – and afraid to ask.
I’m also not sure I could cope with the massive responsibilities of marriage, family etc…
But it would be nice to one day experience this thing that is rhapsodised about…
But with social mores changing so rapidly and how much colder society is getting… and the fear from ym abuse..
It feels as though it’s all receding into the distance.
And it hurts.
Twitter talking about censorship to protect the sensibilities of bigots like Laurie Penney.
WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU TO TELL THE PUBLIC WHAT THEY CAN AND CAN’T SAY?
I definitely see how the other side live – the current 20-somethigns and 30something Aspies who lived far wilder lives than me.
Then again it’s more than likely God protecting me so I can heal from the abuse, cognitive dissonance and the phobic block that probably got dropped in during the AIDS crisis.
However, there are the almost epidemic levels of STDs nowadays – and seeing the bacchanal unfold….
… nd nobody warns you how powerful and low LOUD the libido is…
I am triggered by a lot. You name it, and it can feasibly trigger me.
The weather: Thoughts of the past associated with specific temperature, events and schedule changed because of weather or pending weather, fatigue/pain triggered, ramifications of our treatment of global environment and climatic events as a result, and on and on and on.
Digesting the food on my plate: Poor suffering milk, a byproduct of suffering cow, and the pain-hormones involved. Body affected by poisons, chemicals, over abundance or lack of nutrients, allergic reactions, digestive system triggered. Fight or flight biological response uncontrolled by the implementation of Cognitive Behavior techniques. Thanks but no thanks.
An actor’s line in a movie: Brings back a particular emotional event in life…and ain’t all things emotional for me??? Rhetorical question, followed by giddy applause of distaste in my own reactions.
A particular change in bodily appearance, function, ability, sensation, weight, signs…
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